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KADANG2 ALLAH SEMBUNYIKN MATAHARI, ALLAH BERIKN PETIR DAN KILAT..KITE TERTNYE2 MNE PERGINYE MATAHARI..RUPE2NYE DISEBALIK PETIR DAN KILAT SEMBUNYINYE PELANGI YG CNTIK TUK KITE SMUA..

7.18 pg..ku terjga dri tdo..1 mei tarikh yg maybe a very meaningful to others..especially to dya cuz ari nie bday die, tp pada aku ari nie permulaan tuk 1 perkara yg ku rse btul2 membwa seribu 1 makna dalam idop ku..ari nie abg pergi melaporkn dri kt PULAPOL..he'll be gone for 7 months..and i'll be waiting for him every second that count..he'll be the last man for me..and i promise that..

before he left, he keep telling me to take care of myself, dun be so naughty when he's not around..i dun understand why he keep repeated that phrases..all and all again.."jga dri leklok syg, jga mkn syg, kalo skt g klinik, jgn nakal2 k" he keep repeating that..he wont cry eventhough he's eyes telling me that he's crying in inside..he tried the best to not showing me that he was upsad about leaving me here..he sang me songs yesterday, but i couldnt held my tears..it juz coming out..i was so sad..i dun wanna let him go..

i did something unexpected yesterday, i hug him, he didnt expected that one coming, he tried to let go of me cuz he was afraid that people might saw us, but i couldnt let him, then he hold me tightly in his arm..he tried to calm me..but my tears keep falling down..then he whispered something to me.."abg syg syg..abg cintakn syg.." he kissed me..he wiped all my tears, i felt so touched bt that. but now he's not here with me anymore, he wont be here to wipe all my tears, he wont be here to hold me n kiss me again..he wont be here to kiss my hand like he always did everytime we went out for dating..

the look on his face tells me everything, he was so worried, worried about getting to PULAPOL, worried about the training, worried about leaving me here..abg mmg btul2 xnk tunjukkn smua tu smlm..tp aku phm deep down die mmg tgh risau sgt psl smua tu..

selama abg knal aku, die da byk brubah, abg x mcm dlu lagi..die da x bt smua perangai lame die lg..abg prnh bgtau aku semenjak die knal aku, die da byk brubah tuk aku..die bt smua tu tuk aku..die cube tuk jd yg tbaik tuk aku..2 hari sblum abg pergi, ku ade msk kn spageti tuk die..kami mkn same kt pntai.. on the way g pntai die bgtau aku 1 cite psl kwn die yg alim,encem,kya tp ciri2 wanita yg kwn die cr bkn sesempurna die..tp sorg pelacur..ms abg bgtau ku cite tu ku tbe2 tersentak, ku terfikir ape yg abg cite tu mmg btul2 msk akal..actually abg cite tu tuk dri die..die nk bgtau aku yg walaupon die dlu xbaik, truk, tp die nk aku tau yg die blh brubh tuk aku..even die mmg serba sikit da pon brubah..

Smlm ku mnx list2 lagu die..btul ckp abg..kalo rindu die ingt n dgr la lagu2 die..ble ku dgr lagu2 abg ku rse die dkt je ngan aku..aku rse die ade ngan aku..smlm ms abg nyanyi kn lagu tuk aku..aku btul2 xleh nk thn air mata aku, nk2 lg ms abg nyanyi kn ku lagu tiada lgi by amy search..ku rse pilu sgt..tapi aku ttp nk tujukn lagu pergi by aizat tuk abg...lagu tu btul2 citekn ape yg ku rse kt abg..abg la irama terindah yg xlagi ku dengari...

abg..kalo abg bc nie..syg juz nk abg tau yg syg tggu abg kt cni...i love u abg ♥