life is like a piece of paper..we the one who responsible on how it's going to be..either we decide to draw something creative or juz wrote something that meaningless..the main point is..we the one who decide what we want in our life..
recently i'm facing a big problem in my life..between friends n love..i only care about what my friends going to say..how they going to feel..whether they can accept me or they going to hate me, and for that, i've abandon he's feeling, i let him worried about me all the time..for past this few weeks i've been so emo..like everything aren't rite..i act like i'm losing my mind..i only cared about my friends..and they juz didnt care about me..even when we were hanging out together..they juz ignoring me like i was'nt there..for the whole day i was treated like a fool..they walked together, ate together, they do everything together and i'm all alone by myself..thnx to him..he's the reason why i juz faced the situation silently..
things happened for a reason, and what happened make me realize that even if the whole world look down on me, he will be the only one who raise me back, he's the one who willing to be there for me.
i stood and start think of all the decision i've made in my life. some was a mistake and others were lesson to be learn..and this time, the decision i've made to be with him is the greatest ever, even i've to give up on someone who really love n care about me, even i realize i'll maybe regrets about it on the future, but knowing him is something that i will never regret in my life..
he's so different from the others that i've meet before. way too different, he's not like the others who only thought that they can have my heart by giving me things, treat me on expensive food, took me to great places. for short term i maybe fall for that, but for long term i'll get bored by those. but being with him, i've experiece a simple and nice relationship. he treated me so nicely, gently, he gave me the love that i could only imagine it on my dreams..
i dont need anything else but him. now i dont wanna think of what people might say bout us, whether our friends will accept this relation, what they going to say..what do i care now is how much i love him..how lucky i am to have him..and how much he loves me back..now i juz wanna make him happy..i wanna make this relation last forever..
signing off...
♥XOXO♥
1 comments:
its good to love someone and its better if we had someone who love us....but the better is to love ourselves....to love someone,better make sure they are worth the love,to be love by someone better make sure we are ready for that kind of love....but to love ourselves,compulsory n boleh mati wooo kalau xsayang diri sndiri....gle ape??
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