most thing happened with a reason..but some happened without a reason..me, i'm juz an ordinary gul who always made a wrong choices..but those makes me a better person indeed..maybe those mistakes happened for some reason..people always change..i've changed..but i do hate changing..it always confuzz me about who i really am..
today i've changed again..but for the worst..i juz dunno what i'm doing now..do i need it in my life or do they came with a reason?? or am i juz did another mistake in my life? sometime i juz stood and think what do i really need in my life..sometimes i juz feel lost in my loneliness but then when i opened my heart and looked around..i have everything i need..but why do i still feel like i'm losing it?? i've been in a serious relationship, but i let him go..i've found a man who willing to die for me, do everything for me, even change himself for me, but i let him down..i've meet a man who i willing to do everything for him, sacrifice for him, do whatever he says..but still, i let him passing me by...now..i've meet a man who i dont think i really need him, i dont want to be seriously in love with him, and most important is either me or him arent willing to sacrifice for each other..but he juz make me happy without doing anything, he always be there for me no matter how busy he is..and we are happy juz by being together without any hesitation..but i hope either me or him wont let each other down...cuz i really happy n happy n happy with him..
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